Post by *^padfoot^* on Apr 19, 2006 18:35:28 GMT -5
Here's chpt 9...enjoy...it's actually kind of sad
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Chapter 9
They were outside for a while until they realized they were outside.
“Lets go inside you look horrible”
“Okay, but I don’t know if I should. Could I? Won’t you get in trouble or something?” she showed signs of nervousness.
“Don’t trip, it’ll be fine”
He helped her up and took her to his room. He took care of her injuries and put ice on her head for the bump that started showing.
“Mmmm, that feels good”
“Your welcome” he smiled.
Her phone started to ring it was James. He knew who it was because of the expression on her face.
“I don’t want to answer. I won’t, not today. I know I have to face him but not right now”
“I know. You could stay here if you don’t want to go home” ‘Oh no Ohno that’s not a good idea man’ He told himself, ‘but I can’t let her go home’
“Are you sure? You don’t seem too convinced. I could go…”
“No yeah I’m sure” He interrupted.
So she stayed on the couch seeing that it was more prudent and after much protest. She was still confused ‘Does he love me or is this just affection?’
She didn’t think about what she was doing. Subconsciously she was somewhat aware “I want to I know I shouldn’t be in here, but…” she told herself out loud. He was there asleep softly breathing mouth so ever slightly open. She walked into his bedroom. She sat next to him on the bed and laid her head on his chest she looked up at him; he didn’t move. She started to stroke his hair then whispered a ‘thank you’ and softly kissed him on the cheek but feeling part of his lips.
“You’re welcome” he whispered.
She was quite embarrassed. She quickly got up, but he pulled her back down she didn’t mind. She lay next to him and laid her head on his chest once more. ‘He looks so gorgeous, those piercing eyes it seems that he knows what you’re thinking and that smile that just makes you want to want him in a bad way. Do I deserve such a man?’ She told herself.
“Do I deserve you?”
“What? What are you…it’s nonsense” he was surprised at her sudden question.
“It’s just that…”
He kissed her. It was something that she had never experience with any other man, a soft, passionate, tender kiss. Their bodies connected they started to intertwine she was no longer laying on him she had gained control of the situation of their bodies and was now on top on him as their kiss grew more intense. She didn’t back away, he started kissing her neck, ‘but wait’ she said ‘I don’t know if I could do this I don’t know if he loves me. I know it sounds stupid and as if I’m in high school, but I can’t go all the way with a guy that I doesn’t love me, well at least I don’t know he loves me!’
Meanwhile Apolo was fighting with his conscious too, ‘I should stop. She’s not feeling well and she doesn’t seem herself. She’s still hurt. Maybe, ah I don’t know’
“Jacqueline, no” he slowly pulled away his shirt already off.
“What?” this was her greatest fear he wasn’t sure he loved her about his feelings toward her, ‘but why?’
“We can’t not right now”
“Oh, okay I think I understand”
She went to bed and cried her self to sleep feeling worse than ever Apolo did as well as he heard her cry.
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Well what do you think? It's too bad a lot of people didn't really read my story. It's okay though!!!
-I think this might be PG 13 sorry for not mentioning it before...
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Chapter 9
They were outside for a while until they realized they were outside.
“Lets go inside you look horrible”
“Okay, but I don’t know if I should. Could I? Won’t you get in trouble or something?” she showed signs of nervousness.
“Don’t trip, it’ll be fine”
He helped her up and took her to his room. He took care of her injuries and put ice on her head for the bump that started showing.
“Mmmm, that feels good”
“Your welcome” he smiled.
Her phone started to ring it was James. He knew who it was because of the expression on her face.
“I don’t want to answer. I won’t, not today. I know I have to face him but not right now”
“I know. You could stay here if you don’t want to go home” ‘Oh no Ohno that’s not a good idea man’ He told himself, ‘but I can’t let her go home’
“Are you sure? You don’t seem too convinced. I could go…”
“No yeah I’m sure” He interrupted.
So she stayed on the couch seeing that it was more prudent and after much protest. She was still confused ‘Does he love me or is this just affection?’
She didn’t think about what she was doing. Subconsciously she was somewhat aware “I want to I know I shouldn’t be in here, but…” she told herself out loud. He was there asleep softly breathing mouth so ever slightly open. She walked into his bedroom. She sat next to him on the bed and laid her head on his chest she looked up at him; he didn’t move. She started to stroke his hair then whispered a ‘thank you’ and softly kissed him on the cheek but feeling part of his lips.
“You’re welcome” he whispered.
She was quite embarrassed. She quickly got up, but he pulled her back down she didn’t mind. She lay next to him and laid her head on his chest once more. ‘He looks so gorgeous, those piercing eyes it seems that he knows what you’re thinking and that smile that just makes you want to want him in a bad way. Do I deserve such a man?’ She told herself.
“Do I deserve you?”
“What? What are you…it’s nonsense” he was surprised at her sudden question.
“It’s just that…”
He kissed her. It was something that she had never experience with any other man, a soft, passionate, tender kiss. Their bodies connected they started to intertwine she was no longer laying on him she had gained control of the situation of their bodies and was now on top on him as their kiss grew more intense. She didn’t back away, he started kissing her neck, ‘but wait’ she said ‘I don’t know if I could do this I don’t know if he loves me. I know it sounds stupid and as if I’m in high school, but I can’t go all the way with a guy that I doesn’t love me, well at least I don’t know he loves me!’
Meanwhile Apolo was fighting with his conscious too, ‘I should stop. She’s not feeling well and she doesn’t seem herself. She’s still hurt. Maybe, ah I don’t know’
“Jacqueline, no” he slowly pulled away his shirt already off.
“What?” this was her greatest fear he wasn’t sure he loved her about his feelings toward her, ‘but why?’
“We can’t not right now”
“Oh, okay I think I understand”
She went to bed and cried her self to sleep feeling worse than ever Apolo did as well as he heard her cry.
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Well what do you think? It's too bad a lot of people didn't really read my story. It's okay though!!!
-I think this might be PG 13 sorry for not mentioning it before...
