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Post by amyurban on Apr 25, 2006 22:58:16 GMT -5
 I am so sorry for all the miscarried children you've had, Rose. That has got to be so hard. I can't even imagine. I feel so lucky to just have my one. And I wasn't even supposed to have HER. I'm glad you ended up with so many that are here and healthy though. You sound like such a warm and caring person and I'm sure you are a GREAT mom! ;D
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Post by californiagrown on Apr 25, 2006 23:07:00 GMT -5
o rose i dont noe how to resond to that but all i can say is that im so srry that has to be so hard and difficult i can only imagion. but im glad that now you have 5 im sure wonderful children
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Post by rose on Apr 26, 2006 9:37:56 GMT -5
Thanks so much, Amy and Cal. I am very, very thankful to have my five healthy children. I am so glad you have your little girl, too, Amy. She is very blessed to have a Mom like you. And Amy, thanks for the nice personal compliments, too. They mean more than I can say. I love being a Mom and I try hard to be a good one, though I am sure I am far from perfect.  |
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Post by apolosangel8907 on Apr 26, 2006 12:54:21 GMT -5
Rose, I have only known you a little over a month, but I can tell that you are a great mom!
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Post by amyurban on Apr 26, 2006 12:56:09 GMT -5
{{{HUGS TO ROSE}}}, honey, we as mom's can only do the VERY BEST we can. And I know that you and I do that. I think our kids will turn out just fine, don't you?  |
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Post by rose on Apr 26, 2006 13:03:12 GMT -5
You are all so nice and sweet. No wonder I love this forum so much. Sorry to use the same old line over and over but I can't help it: Apolo attracts the nicest fans. Apolosangel,  thank you for your nice words. Being a good Mom (and a good wife) are the most important things in the world to me. I do try to do a good job, though as I said, I am not perfect (no comments, Redhead ;D) Thanks, Amy! Yes, we can only do our best and hopefully our children will thrive and turn out okay, in spite of our occasionaly mistakes. |
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Post by amyurban on Apr 26, 2006 15:43:32 GMT -5
We ALL have to learn from not only others but our own mistakes. That's a normal part of life. So don't ever try to be perfect. We are only humans and are therefore, NOT perfect. Just be the BEST person you know how to be. ;D And then, if you are lucky, your children will pick that valuable lesson up from you, too! |
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Post by Krysten on Apr 26, 2006 18:42:51 GMT -5
No matter how hard you try you can never...and I mean NEVER be perfect.
It's not possible.
Besides, if you're perfect (which you can't be), you wouldn't be regular...if that makes sense.
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Post by californiagrown on Apr 26, 2006 19:46:56 GMT -5
i love this forum so much for the people and you guys have the most wonerful messages, its like all of these wonderful philosophies, its wonderful to have so many matured and expeirenced people to give us insight, u are all so wise
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Post by amyurban on Apr 26, 2006 20:06:20 GMT -5
Thanks but hey...it's not like WE picked them up right away either, babe. It's called having to live your life awhile and "really seeing" what it's all about. I'm not complaining, nothing like that, but let's just say for all the stuff I've seen in my life so far, at times, I feel ANCIENT! I'm so GLAD that I'm NOT and I still have MUCH to learn about life. It's the best thing going, good or bad. Just glad to be a part of it, know what I mean? |
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Post by Bella on Apr 26, 2006 20:24:04 GMT -5
Yeah, CG, you're right, there are a lot of different view points and philosophies on this board. It's an interesting mix. Keeps me on my toes...
I like Krysten's take on the direction of this thread, so I'll continue on as she did.
Have you ever felt truly amazed and inspired by something you accomplished in life against all the odds?
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Post by californiagrown on Apr 26, 2006 20:28:23 GMT -5
umm yes actualy, my dead horse zoe, well she got the worst abesess and it went into her bone and she was supposed to die (this is two years before she actualy died). but i sent her to davis to get this weird medicen and banged and then spent 8 months every day cleaning and bandeging her foot. when she was healthy again she wasnt supoosed to be able to jump, but we did and were doing 3'6'' before shed died, but it was great, no one thought i could do it but i did, death just cought up with her
have you every felt week, like u noe you want to do something to help somebody or urself but your too week to stand up for yourself?
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Post by apolosangel8907 on Apr 26, 2006 20:45:07 GMT -5
I feel like that everyday...I feel that I am far to small of a person....I am not important enough for anyone to listen to me so I keep most things to myself.
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Post by Bella on Apr 26, 2006 22:43:38 GMT -5
CG - that's an amazing story! What dedication you have! It's amazing how love can make all things possible.
Jacy, I just want you to know that I have hung onto every word you have uttered in this forum. You may feel like you are not important enough for people to listen, but just by being yourself and expressing your true feelings, you are showing people that you are important and worth listening to. I happen to think you are pretty darn cool.
Apolosgal, I understand. I hope venting and expressing your feelings helped you a little bit. Just remember you are not alone.
***Bella offering her shoulder for you to cry on for as long as you want until you feel all better.***
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Post by apolosangel8907 on Apr 26, 2006 22:58:09 GMT -5
Bella...thank you. Lately, I feel like everything is just wizzing by me...almost like I am watching a movie of my life and I can stop the tape... I feel like everything and everyone is moving past me so fast and I am screaming but no one stops to look. It is like everything I say doesn't matter...everything I do doesn't make a difference...almost as if my exsistance is non-important. (No I am not sucidal...I like myself a little to much to do that to myself!) |
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